Before I say anything else, I wanted to thank everyone for your patience. I was not ready for 2026 and clearly that remains true. So really, truly: thank you for your patience and kindness. It has been…very rough.
Unfortunately, the only bit of good news, release-wise, I have is that Tomboy Supremacy 2 came out.
If you’re here for release information, I have two goals for this month. I am still going to try and get Our Own Way 7 and Parasexual 1 Remastered (not what I’m actually calling it) out. I cannot promise either of these things though, clearly, based on how the rest of the year has gone. (Especially June.)
I’m sorry I don’t have anything more definitive.
As for some more in-depth info, I have some good news and bad news.
The good news is that I’m more or less convinced that the big medical scare is no longer a threat. So that’s pretty great.
The bad news is that, shortly after that, I got hit with another medical problem, which was a lot less theoretical and a lot more in my face. Also more mysterious. I’m still presently dealing with it and there’s no obvious solution at the moment and it is ABSOLUTELY interfering with my ability to write. Like REALLY interfering with it. June 2026 was among the worst months for productivity I’ve had in my entire life because I basically just gave the fuck up because thinking was so difficult.
I’ll admit I’m feeling a lot of despair, defeat, and hopelessness most of the time, and let’s not even get into the shame and guilt from having six MONTHS of shit production. Or terror that I’m doing irreparable damage to my pen name (in the algo’s eyes, again, thank you very much to everyone who is still supporting me).
HOWEVER.
There’s some more theoretical good news that I really want to believe.
I’ve said many times that this year has been unexpectedly difficult for me, and it hasn’t really let up. Well, none other than Lara X. Lust pointed out something that should’ve been really fucking obvious to me, and honestly does potentially speak to the idea that this might be at least one of my big problems: I started having problems roughly the same time I upped my ADHD med dosage near the beginning of the year. So, I’m going on a lower dosage starting very soon and I’m fucking praying that it will get me back into the right headspace, because I have wandered into the territory that evidently most creative types find themselves in from time to time.
The “Oh fuck, I’ve lost the ability to create” territory.
It’s really fucking terrifying here.
There’s honestly a lot more I want to say, mostly about what I want and intend to write, but it’s obvious to me that it wouldn’t be smart. So, I’ll just reaffirm that I’m going to be working on OOW7 and Parasexual Remastered and I’m really hoping that finishing one of those will maybe kick me in the right direction.